28 March - dizzy dizzy

28 March ~ hum ~ it's moday ~
I don't need to tell you how HORRIBLE Monday is @_@
Yeah ~ i feel bingeul-bingeul today from woke up last morning until now ~
I feel so 'empty' haha >,<
Heard so many songs today - even i'm still hearing music now -
And you know what ? I cried when watched TeenTop's Angel MV ~
Please note,It was happen not because i like them and feel 'sad' because of the song's meaning~
It was .. more than that ..
I cried because i remembered SS501 in the past ..
I know they were debut 6 years ago .. and I know they were still young .. Still 19 years for the eldest member (Hyun Joong Leader) and 18 years for the youngest (Hyung Joon Baby)
And yeah ~ i felt sad because i can't be their fans from 6 years ago ..
hiks :(

Beside that , i won't hide again from my number one reason.
U know if we fell in love,that must be hurt when your love can't accept you right ?
And yeah ~ i feel that ..
Always .. Every moments I saw that mind becomes more bigger than the last time I thought it..
I always remember kyu everytime this topic goes out from my mind...
*oh yeah ~ there's also yangfan and SECRET boy i like in my real life :P *
Many friends from fangirling world told me from their conversation if you can't love your idols with too over..
But, I didn't want to hear them .. Why ? Maybe because i felt comfortable..
But now ..I feel sorry for myself because i didn't do my 'eonnie' recomendations ~
Now .. I'm realize~ I felt comfort because I didn't know anything .. I'm still a newbie ~
But,after 2 years diving with too many bullshits and truth and lies ~
I know which one can make me feel really comfort and which one will make me feel more bad ~
Just it for today :) ~
Let's wish fangirling world won't be like this time anymore...
Full of fanwar and make their idols become their GOD~

it's lizlemagazine.blogspot.com header actually ^^ I love them <3

cute isn't it ? got from a Triple S friend i made it to be a gif.It's Kyu Jong btw

The most lovely pix from Be My Darling!

This pict i made when I really missed SS501 ;( and I miss them now